Different Mentality.

Interesting. Again. Men earn, Women sit home and give birth issue. How is it possible after all the argues and fights for equality, some people still think that. That after my parents spent so much on my sister to allow her to stay home and let her husband earn alone. I mean come on. 

Just now actually, i am trying to think about how my sister went thru all the trouble of holding a degree and then to have an OPTION for her either sit home and be stuck with her mother in law  or go to work and use her brains for good.I agree she is now a mother, she should look after her son. For that reason, yea. i agree with society. Look after your child. But my mum is right now pissed that my sis earning for her family and doesnt have time to take care of herself. Okay. So yea. She being lazy to take care of herself will get her into trouble. BUT when is it okay to come and say that she should quit cause her husband should take ALL the responsibility and earn for the family revenue. 

I just want her to be happy. If she is not happy with working, then fine dont. She is not the breadwinner. Right now they just bought a house. which for her age group is a huge deal and amazing investment but alot of weight on their shoulders, circumstances changes things right?

Anyways, I was driving the other day. i was wondering how i just manage to deceive people.. or atleast i think i did MasaAllah, but still whatever it is, they dont know me. The wild crazy me that my best friend know me to be. either that or i just recently lost it. Or they know but just also know that i am so down low cause of my parents. I mean i would hope into a car full of drunken friend...not the one whose driving of course,and head to freaking end of the world. I would go skinny dipping into my neighbour's pool if i were alone and if they were out. 

okay that isnt crazy for some people i have my limits. but my close friends dont think i can do that. maybe cause i wont tell them cause they tend to be the sort that wants the paki girl be the marriage material.

I am the sort that will spike the drink in my prom just so i can have fun with drunken friends. 

I just havent done it cause i never had a prom.which i just really want.

Proms...so cliche and i am far from it. but i love the idea of something as sweet as slow dancing with someone u really like and u looking fabulous in a gown. I would wear a long exotic coloured dress and make sure my guy get the same tie and i would be on the dance floor all night. just dancing with my man. I dont care about the queen and king. thats bullshit,. i would want to know the connection in this slow dancing. i know on grinding, which is immensely heated and hard core. ;)

weird, a world of strangers know how i am and not my close paki guy friends. best to leave it such.

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"Uncharted"- Sara.....something